flowing thoughts

 Self love and acceptance- love and accept yourself at all stages of your life. Life is a box of chocolate, you will never know what you get....sometimes your up, and sometimes your down, the unexpected happens all the time. Dont dwell on things in the past, love the happiness and the pain, embrace it, learn from it, remember it, but dont let it alter your future in the negative way. you got dumped ? So what.....your lost a loved one? We all die.......a friend betrayed you? Your not the only one......you screwed up big time? Everyone does.........process the emotions in a healthy way but dont hold on to it more than necessary. people that do are those who think they are owed something, give without expectation and receive with gratefulness. Forgiving and forgetting is not for the other person but to set yourself free. Dont kill your individuality to fit in with the crowd. 

 It's funny how a bad day reveals how we truly feel or think about something because we can sugar coat our thoughts on a good day.....which makes me wonder if we should all have more bad days so we could be honest with each other, irritancy trespass the borders of tolerance, a fancy word for faking to make everyone smile. I played that role flawlessly for years, being reluctant of what people think of you make you dangerously good at conforming to the perfect puzzle piece, transforming to everyone's need, being what they want as long as you benefit from it one way or another..........some people would say that's a very selfish thing to tell, very immoral hehe......I can't help but think of the moral umbrellas we carry around, the courtesy we extend one another when deep down we are what we truly are, and all our decisions, at the molecular level, are self-serving, whether we acknowledge it or not, our actions are a reflection of our subconscious desires and where we are

 Our lives had become a rat race. Ever since kindergarten. We were in kindergarten to get to elementary and then elementary was for middle school, middle school is for highschool, highschool is for college and college is for a job, and your job is for a promotion, and your promotion for another promotion and it just never stops till one day you get to the top and theres no where to go.  All our lives we thought this time is to get you prepared for your future. And your future is to get you prepared for yet another future. In the process we forgot to live the present. There isn't a whole pizza waiting for you at the end of the journey, you eat each slice along the way. Insta @a.dev___

         We live our lives so blissful in our ignorance of an infinity which could invade us at any moment. One of the strange things about living in the world is that it is only now and then one is quite sure one is going to live forever and ever. One knows it sometimes when one gets up at the tender sober dawn-time and goes out and stands alone and throws one's head far back and looks up and up and watches the pale sky slept changing and marvelous unknown things happening until the East almost makes one cry and one's heart stands still at the strange unchanging majesty of the rising sun — which has been happening every morning for thousands and thousands and thousands of years. One knows it then for a moment or so. And one knows it sometimes when one stands by oneself in a wood at sunset and the mysterious deep good stillness slanting through and under the branches seems to be saying slowly again and again something one cannot white hear, however much one tries. Then sometime