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  F or many people, the fear of being judged, bullied or hated can be incredibly debilitating. It can stop you from pursuing your dreams, expressing your true self, and living a joyful life. Unfortunately, this fear is all too common, and it can be difficult to overcome. If you're someone who has spent a lot of years afraid of being judged or bullied, and you feel like you've missed out on joy because of it, you're not alone. Here are some thoughts and tips that might help you move forward. Acknowledging the impact of fear The first step to overcoming fear is acknowledging its impact on your life. It's important to recognize that fear can prevent you from living a full and happy life. By avoiding situations that might trigger your fear of being judged or bullied, you may miss out on opportunities for growth, connection, and joy. Acknowledging the impact of fear can help you recognize the need to take action. Challenge your thoughts Fear is often rooted in negative thoug

         We live our lives so blissful in our ignorance of an infinity which could invade us at any moment. One of the strange things about living in the world is that it is only now and then one is quite sure one is going to live forever and ever. One knows it sometimes when one gets up at the tender sober dawn-time and goes out and stands alone and throws one's head far back and looks up and up and watches the pale sky slept changing and marvelous unknown things happening until the East almost makes one cry and one's heart stands still at the strange unchanging majesty of the rising sun — which has been happening every morning for thousands and thousands and thousands of years. One knows it then for a moment or so. And one knows it sometimes when one stands by oneself in a wood at sunset and the mysterious deep good stillness slanting through and under the branches seems to be saying slowly again and again something one cannot white hear, however much one tries. Then sometime

I am so lost in my thoughts that i cant sleep, i cant feel my breathe, feels as if there is no way out and so i cry sometimes lying in my bed, just to get it all out what's in my head. i don't believe everything happens for a reason, i am taking it day by day not thinking much about tomorrow, the voices in my brain they are only friend i have got when things go wrong. “Self reliance” that's what i have ever known. Ten year old version of myself was called embarrassment, worthless, useless, I don't why i feel paranoid, why do i turn down head while i walk through door. I don't write much I keep things in my head. I am such a “okay with everything” and suffer in silence person. I actually feel few emotions like me, advanced and noob version of me, existential crisis, fuck it, everyone is shit, life goes on but WTF...