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 You know maybe today your bummed out because of the things objects you don't have, , things you desire, weight you want to be, the life you want but didn't accomplish, having being not with a person you want,or the fact you can't go outside, but I just wish you realized that you already have the most important things in life, I am so thankful to be able to breath without ever paying,I am so grateful I can wake up in the morning and feel the sun in my face and the wind on my skin, I am so thankful to be able to watch the trees wable everyday, flowers bloom , and the plants serving me, I am so happy and grateful be able to have a beating heart, water to drink, to even be able to wake up, I am so thankful to look up the sky and see the most beautiful art ,watch the clouds move and form different shape being able to look up at night and look at one of the most beautiful creations looking down at me But you know, if you couldn't experience one of this there are a billion re

 Depression is emotional cancer.You know you're depressed when you feel hopeless, lose interest in things u used to like, difficulty on concentrating and making decisions. And you feel the only way out is suicide. But that ain't the way even if you feel like this world will be better of without u and its hard to come out of those feelings all u hear is some sad songs abt depression and mumbling about drug and some shit..even there is so much fucked up Instagram posts that praise about being sad and depressed. But remember you can always open up to someone you feel close to, a friend, family even a therapist just to get it out of your chest .Even when you see your loved ones act out don't ignore it pls I beg you don't, especially on this time its gonna be hard for them because some people use school, work and hanging out with friends as a escape from what they're going through to distruct themselves and now they can even do that. So check up on ur friends ask how the

 Self love and acceptance- love and accept yourself at all stages of your life. Life is a box of chocolate, you will never know what you get....sometimes your up, and sometimes your down, the unexpected happens all the time. Dont dwell on things in the past, love the happiness and the pain, embrace it, learn from it, remember it, but dont let it alter your future in the negative way. you got dumped ? So what.....your lost a loved one? We all die.......a friend betrayed you? Your not the only one......you screwed up big time? Everyone does.........process the emotions in a healthy way but dont hold on to it more than necessary. people that do are those who think they are owed something, give without expectation and receive with gratefulness. Forgiving and forgetting is not for the other person but to set yourself free. Dont kill your individuality to fit in with the crowd. 

 It's funny how a bad day reveals how we truly feel or think about something because we can sugar coat our thoughts on a good day.....which makes me wonder if we should all have more bad days so we could be honest with each other, irritancy trespass the borders of tolerance, a fancy word for faking to make everyone smile. I played that role flawlessly for years, being reluctant of what people think of you make you dangerously good at conforming to the perfect puzzle piece, transforming to everyone's need, being what they want as long as you benefit from it one way or another..........some people would say that's a very selfish thing to tell, very immoral hehe......I can't help but think of the moral umbrellas we carry around, the courtesy we extend one another when deep down we are what we truly are, and all our decisions, at the molecular level, are self-serving, whether we acknowledge it or not, our actions are a reflection of our subconscious desires and where we are

 Our lives had become a rat race. Ever since kindergarten. We were in kindergarten to get to elementary and then elementary was for middle school, middle school is for highschool, highschool is for college and college is for a job, and your job is for a promotion, and your promotion for another promotion and it just never stops till one day you get to the top and theres no where to go.  All our lives we thought this time is to get you prepared for your future. And your future is to get you prepared for yet another future. In the process we forgot to live the present. There isn't a whole pizza waiting for you at the end of the journey, you eat each slice along the way. Insta @a.dev___

         We live our lives so blissful in our ignorance of an infinity which could invade us at any moment. One of the strange things about living in the world is that it is only now and then one is quite sure one is going to live forever and ever. One knows it sometimes when one gets up at the tender sober dawn-time and goes out and stands alone and throws one's head far back and looks up and up and watches the pale sky slept changing and marvelous unknown things happening until the East almost makes one cry and one's heart stands still at the strange unchanging majesty of the rising sun — which has been happening every morning for thousands and thousands and thousands of years. One knows it then for a moment or so. And one knows it sometimes when one stands by oneself in a wood at sunset and the mysterious deep good stillness slanting through and under the branches seems to be saying slowly again and again something one cannot white hear, however much one tries. Then sometime

    Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Nothing has happened. I am I, and you are you, and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolute and unbroken continuity, what is this death but a negotiable accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well. Nothing is hurt;